Becoming Beautiful

collarbone--s-deactivated201211 asked: Heyy omg i love ur blog first off :D but i have a problem, everytime i feel like i've eaten too much make myself throwup. its not bulimia becasue i dont binge and then throw up. i eat next to nothing, and then i throw up what i do eat. today i had 2 pieces of toast and i just felt gross so i threw up. idk what to do. help :c <3

Answer:

Thankyou(: Well I’ve had the same problem. I was struggling with anorexia severely. Bulimia? no. I never even once thought about it. I guess it was subconscious because my intake was so little, that the things I did eat, I just threw up. I never thought I was purposely forcing myself too, and I never once binged. I was in treatment for 8 months, diagnosed with anorexia and bulimia, also struggling with drug addiction, but I was still pretty convinced I was never bulimic, to this day I still wonder. I’ve gone over a lot of things I could say to you, to try and help, but I think of when I was struggling and I didn’t want to hear everyone say, you have bulimia, you have anorexia. You need to stop and realize your beautiful the way you are..blahblahblah so the things I would say to you is so much more then a post on tumblr could ever do. I’m sorry for all this ranting, I’d really like to continue talking, email me? halesxohb0y@yahoo.com I’d be happy to support you, and be there to help you a lot more then what I’ve just said in this post. <3